Please don't go

Because when the mania leaves..

I miss her, but I will not text her. I will not call. And yes, I can drink away the pain. And yes, I can met new people and kiss away the pain.

And I will. 

Until I can't.

And then I will sleep away the pain. Work away the pain. 

"Racial Profiling Under Attack"

"Those of us wh have not been through this sort of experience probably underestimate its impact.  To be treated as a criminal is a basic insult to a person's self image and to his position in society. It cannot be easily shrugged off. Of courese, many victims of racial profiling are not surprised by this treatment. They know why they were stopped––which makes it worse. It;s bad enough to have the accidental misfortue of being mistaken for a bad guy; its worse to feel that you are assumed to be a criminal because of your race. Short of imprisonment, intimidation, or physical abuse, most of the pain of racial profiling is caused by treating law abiding people like criminals . . ."-Samual R. Gross and Debra Livingston

Time to turn my dating time into social justice blogging time.

https://thepragmatichumanist.wordpress.com

Now that my two weeks of consecutive partying and no sleep have ended, and I have gone on more dates in two weeks than my entire life combined, I am ready to settle down and do my homework.

I blew through more money in the last two weeks than the last four months.

I realized that I couldn't date when people started asking me of I wanted to be in a relationship..

and that is the LAST thing on my mind right now. I just want to focus on myself. Because, honestly, I have been there, done that. I've had enough pain from heartbreak to last me for a very, very long time.